my skin is somewhat in shock/doesn't know what's going on because i've tried many new things in the past month alone. (various cleansers, sunscreens, moisturizers, primers, foundations.. also got straight bangs so my forehead is oilier than usual) for the past 2 years or so, i've had a very simple, low-maintenance routine: wash with cetaphil gentle skin cleanser, and moisturize with desert essence jojoba oil. this worked for me, my acne got much better (no more cysts!) and it balanced my skin in terms of oiliness. i used to be oily everywhere, but now i only get slightly oily on my forehead and have normal skin everywhere else.
this summer i tried makeup. it didn't matter what kind it was, i loved how it looked from a distance, but up close you could really tell how flaky and disgusting my face looked. i had a eureka moment and decided that my skin was no longer oily, but dry! i didn't know what to do because i never had dry skin on my face before. jojoba oil wasn't enough. so i used my mom's shiseido Bio-Performance Advanced Super Revitalizer: a very heavy heavy cream! just a couple nights and that did the trick, my skin's texture & hydration is back to normal.
then i was able to wear EDM foundation, and loved how it evened my skin tone and gave me this glow! it didn't cover every scar, but i don't think i necessarily want to.
but now since i was wearing makeup, i needed to find a different cleanser to get my skin clean at night! cetaphil gentle skin cleanser is not cut out for anything beyond a light moisturizer. since my mom just uses soap to clean her face (i'm so jealous, she can do anything to her skin and she looks great!) we only have some samples of cleansers lying around. i've tried DHC's cleansing oil, some missha samples, etc. now that i've run out of samples i'm using a harsher clean & clear product which does clean makeup but i have to be careful not to over dry my skin.
OKAY -- if you didn't want to read all of that above, you can start reading here LOL
this is where SN comes in! i've tried using my jojoba oil as a makeup remover, which works, but it has no emulsifying agent and i find it doesn't rinse off 100%, so SN's apricot cleansing oil was the first thing to catch my eye. but now, i feel like i want to buy EVERYTHING! all the skin care, as well as some samples of the foundation!
so let my describe to you how my skin is now:
acne problems
- blackheads on nose
- clogged pores similar to blackheads on side of nose, in between eyebrows, and sides of nose/cheek areas under the nose. the kind you can easily squeeze out after steaming or some kind of treatment
- very occasional pustules & whiteheads (? not sure, but uninflammed bumps)
- "lumpy" acne on forehead & temples -- don't really know what these are, they somewhat look like cysts, but they are not hard or painful at all. sometimes they go away on their own and sometimes they come to a head
- had a few strange permanently clogged pores above my lips, but they finally came to a head? became normal looking pimples so i was able to get rid of them (sorry, gross)
- lots and lots of lots of acne scarring (mostly red marks, a few pitted scars) from when i had moderate/severe acne
- what looks like permanent sunburn: combo of sun damage and acne scarring
- big pores, not HUGE, but they're there, and big
- tired, dull-looking skin when bare-faced

so here are the products i intend to buy full sizes of:
- apricot cleansing oil (how does this compare to DHC deep cleansing oil? DHC had a chemically scent i didn't really like, but it worked very well)
- ultra sheer zinc finishing powder -- physical sunblocks seem to be the way to go! (but where is the full ingredient list for this??)